Sunday, July 10, 2005
pride, dignity, integrity
im back again.
lols.
alrights, so she's pissed with me.
all thanks to mr big mouth.
anyway, thanks to a friend of mine, magdalene.
she really gave me a totally new perspective to life.
well, i have my pride.
patching up with her makes me look weak and without a bloody backbone.
so i have decided.
forget it.
who cares.
anyway, i get to enjoy life more.
i can do like loads of other things.
i only need my friends.
i only need pool, snooker.
i only need shopping.
i only need my family.
i only need god.
i only need myself.
i rather care for my future than this stupid relationship.
study, revise!
yea, my world revovles ard god, studies and all the other stuff.
anyway, timothy kai, me and loads of st gabs guys went out on fri.
goodness, so fun la.
hahhs.
whos the pro at monster cue?
tim, second was the ncc land peeps, then me.
lols.
anyway, went to church on sat.
west coast was boring.
anyway, was talking to miss "C" till 4am
goodness.
lols
so funny.
i was like telling loads of body crippling, mind melting jokes.
lols.
okay, so sunday came.
well, nth much la.
swam.
bt it started raining.
went home.
went online.
chatted with miss "C" for a while.
after that went to eat dinner
anyway, im freaking full nw.
man, the weather was so nice.
best to pig out.
lols.
nothing else to blog abt i guess.
lols.
i have plenty of other interesting stories.
lols
drama man.
lols.
Are we growing up or just going down
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out
Take our tears and put them on ice
I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light
We're the therapists pumping through your speakers
Delivering just what you need
We're well read and poised
We're the best boys
We're the chemists who've found the formula
To make your heart swell and burst
No matter what they say, don't believe a word
Cause I'll keep singing this lie if you'll keep believing it
We're traveled like gypsies
Only with worse luck and far less gold
We're the kids you used to love
But then we grew old
We're the lifers here til the bitter end
Condemned from the start
Ashamed of the way
The songs and the words own the beating of our hearts
Are we growing up or just going down
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out
take our tears and put them on ice
I'd burn this city down to show you the light
There's a drug in the thermostat to warm the room up
And another around to help us bend your trust
I've got a sunset in my veins
And I need to take a pill to make this town feel okay
The best part of 'Believe' is the 'Lie,'
I hope you sing along and you steal a line
I need to keep you like this in my mind
So give in or just give upsong of the day: Fall Out Boy - Sophomore Slump Or Comeback Of The Year
mood: happy and liberated.
raison d'etre [I`m in love.] 6:59 PM