Sunday, July 10, 2005
pride, dignity, integrity
im back again.
lols.
alrights, so she's pissed with me.
all thanks to mr big mouth.
anyway, thanks to a friend of mine, magdalene.
she really gave me a totally new perspective to life.
well, i have my pride.
patching up with her makes me look weak and without a bloody backbone.
so i have decided.
forget it.
who cares.
anyway, i get to enjoy life more.
i can do like loads of other things.
i only need my friends.
i only need pool, snooker.
i only need shopping.
i only need my family.
i only need god.
i only need myself.
i rather care for my future than this stupid relationship.
study, revise!
yea, my world revovles ard god, studies and all the other stuff.
anyway, timothy kai, me and loads of st gabs guys went out on fri.
goodness, so fun la.
hahhs.
whos the pro at monster cue?
tim, second was the ncc land peeps, then me.
lols.
anyway, went to church on sat.
west coast was boring.
anyway, was talking to miss "C" till 4am
goodness.
lols
so funny.
i was like telling loads of body crippling, mind melting jokes.
lols.
okay, so sunday came.
well, nth much la.
swam.
bt it started raining.
went home.
went online.
chatted with miss "C" for a while.
after that went to eat dinner
anyway, im freaking full nw.
man, the weather was so nice.
best to pig out.
lols.
nothing else to blog abt i guess.
lols.
i have plenty of other interesting stories.
lols
drama man.
lols.
Are we growing up or just going down
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out
Take our tears and put them on ice
I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light
We're the therapists pumping through your speakers
Delivering just what you need
We're well read and poised
We're the best boys
We're the chemists who've found the formula
To make your heart swell and burst
No matter what they say, don't believe a word
Cause I'll keep singing this lie if you'll keep believing it
We're traveled like gypsies
Only with worse luck and far less gold
We're the kids you used to love
But then we grew old
We're the lifers here til the bitter end
Condemned from the start
Ashamed of the way
The songs and the words own the beating of our hearts
Are we growing up or just going down
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out
take our tears and put them on ice
I'd burn this city down to show you the light
There's a drug in the thermostat to warm the room up
And another around to help us bend your trust
I've got a sunset in my veins
And I need to take a pill to make this town feel okay
The best part of 'Believe' is the 'Lie,'
I hope you sing along and you steal a line
I need to keep you like this in my mind
So give in or just give upsong of the day: Fall Out Boy - Sophomore Slump Or Comeback Of The Year
mood: happy and liberated.
raison d'etre [I`m in love.] 6:59 PM
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
an update after such a freaking long time of laziness. x)
alrightts, i was forced to update it.
jabez are you like happy?!
for goodness sake. lols.
i have lazy fingers.
anyway, lets go back into the past yea?
okay, so there were 2 freaking monfort guys who wanted to get NY(she's the gerl i like)
so they were working so freaking hard to get her and all.
so i was like.
okay fine, try la.
anyway, the both of em are sec 2s and they look like chao ah bengs wannabes.
one has a freaking ugly hairstyle and face.
feel like whacking him right in his face.
the other has a botak hairstyle.
goodness, they both look like f***
okay, so one day, i went to meet her at kovan superbowl.
she was with that 2 fugly guys.
so i was like, whatever.
after that we walked and walked and walked in heartland mall.
so boring la.
goodness.
and her frend was like going crazy over sweets from mini toons.
and NY was so cute la,
she was like going ard closing all the sweet boxes her frend opened.
lols.
anyway, we went down after that.
stood right at the base of the escalator.
goodness.
okay, so those guys were like gossiping about somebody.
which i suspected was me.
so i was like,
selfcontrol.
i nearly hurled insults at them la.
fugly-fied people.
okay, so saturday came. last wk.
i went swimming with XJ, jabez and my bro.
woahh, it felt so gd!
i was tanned la.
super nice.
so after that went to church.
was really gd and all.
we prayed alot.
could really feel god's presence.
=), i love my daddie up there!
anyway, saw nat and those monfort guys.
was really pissed la.
they were wearing shit clothes to church.
goodness.
seriously deserve a whacking.
so, we talked for a while la.
cause her mom was nearby.
anyway, it was really a great day!
celebrated one of my cell member's bdae. although belated.
lols. got to know a new person. celine! heh. xP
i didnt eat much la.
so went home.
so bored.
anyway, at least she's still on good terms with me.
so i guess its alright la.
today was a wonderful day.
got caught for long nails.
same as ytd la. bt ytd i was late for sch! goodness la.
for the first time u know?!
cause my father fetches me to sch
lols.
anyway, today.
wasnt too bad.
talked to her today on the phone.
found out that those monfort guys were pissed off by her.
cause of their own childish behaviour.
oogly-fied people.
hah! serve them right.
anyway, she threw away the soft toy one of them bought for her.
lols.
okay, so after that went home.
saw this ah beng wannabe.
gosh.
what is the world coming to?!
anyway, ytd i saw this IJ gerl.
chio la.
omg!!
she and i were like exchanging glances ytd.
>.<
alrightt, enough man.
abstainant.
lols.
anyway, i found out i was in self study group.
goodness.
crap la.
have to stay back you know?!
sigh.
nvm.
anyway, im donee.
wooohoooo!
lols
super long man.
i can write a book.
"prince's marcus diary"
who know it may become a movie!
lols.
alrightt, i miss her,i miss people at church, i miss loads of people.
lols.
im her shuai ge, shes my chio bu.
i hope it'll advance into a relationship. x)
gotta go!
im trapped in this illusion of love.
hold on gerl,
i will never let u go easily.
song of the day: you and me, lifehouse.
mood: mixed emotions. lols.
raison d'etre [I`m in love.] 6:38 PM
